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--"Aegis" as a full novel is not yet available for solo purchase. This excerpt also published in "Hobble"

Aegis
A Novel Fable of Sexual Control, Compulsion, and Release
by Neale Sourna
PIE: Perception Is Everything(TM) Excerpt 2 Let's just say I was feeling very
mean. I'd called Jilli and the little
one but Grandma Jilli was out or still just shunning me. I left a message,
then did what I do, when I'm mean and went to Gina Torres' place. Dancing is a fair replacement for
sex, why else do you think the Puritans had it banned? But, that kind of potent,
lively energy isn't always easily stoppered or redirected, productively or
harmlessly. That explains why so many Puritan women ended up dead, by judicially
sanctioned drowning and hanging. I bet a Hell of a lot of them "disappeared",
"kidnapped by Indians" and such, or more likely a neighbor with an
unquenchable, evil thirst and itch. And, a durable shovel. I danced hard and passionately,
trying to burn out my own "unquenchable, evil thirst and itch". And, it would appear that some
easily misguided men really have a thing about a strappy bra top and pants
of pink leather poured over a woman's curvy, tan body like butter. Apologies
to Gina, but I kind of was the center of a little...fight between two
jerkoffs, who looked like they could probably fight better than they could
fuck anyway. My favorite bouncer and all around
good guy Che sent me to the roof to cool off, while he and his boy tossed
them. * * * * She'd stood out pale, still and
very out of place on the energetic dance floor, in that diversely colorful
crowd. The same could be said when Cassie followed me to my roof. My temperature
was already running too hot on a chilly night, my jacket'd cast aside, as
I lay on my precarious, stories high, cold, stone ledge, nearly exactly where
Guy'd come to me that first night. I was feeling the driving beats
from the dance floor below coursing through me, when I asked her what she
wanted. Not what the Hell she wanted, merely what she wanted. "Ren." Wow, she's so come to the
wrong person. "Well, Cass, since he and Guy both
simultaneously cut my name from their dance cards, I suppose even you
could arrange that." She seemed really odd, more so
than usual. Normally, she was sort of annoyingly, cloyingly perky, tonight
she was solemn and...driven. As if she'd come hunting. A predator Miss
Cassie is not. Yet, she'd stepped deep out of her comfortable, private country
club zone, deep into "ethnic", "urban" territory looking for me, in
this place, where it was painfully obvious she was unfamiliar with
the terrain and terrified of the locals, yet had known exactly where
to find me. Someone was tickling her keys,
getting her to play a tune she didn't know or could ever play correctly. I almost felt for her. "He'd said he'd sent you packing--." "'He said...'. Ren told
you that?" "Oh, yes, that and lots more...whore.
(Ouch.) The things you've made him do. Pulling him down
to your level. No wonder that...that last time with me, he was
so--. Why won't you leave him alone?" I didn't answer that, angry people,
especially ones feeling righteous, never shut up, so you might as well preserve
your energy, until the opportunity when they wind down or worse. "He...he actually cried,
he came to me for solace and forgiveness and...." 'Solace and forgiveness'...and
tears from the hardass king himself? Pun intended. Someone must've
gotten laid very "tender" and the like. I didn't have to ask, I knew. Ren'd
gone to her, wound her spring ever so well and gently, as she likes and craves,
then sicced her on me. Goddamn that Guy. This was some of his shit,
coaching Ren to use Cassie to fuck with me; and Ren, no doubt, having a fine
time of playacting sweetness and gentility. I am so not having this. Fuck that innocent dupe crap, fuck
them, and fuck her for being so fuckin' stupid not to know that silver spoon
up her tight ass sphincter had evidently been stolen from some truly innocent
dupe, by her hardworking, underhanded moms. God! She's still talking, I
wished she'd shut the fuck up! I jumped down. That scared her. I was gonna hit
her, but freaking her out seemed instinctively a more fun thing to do, which
is what happened when I grabbed her by the back of the neck and kissed her,
hard. Tongue and all. It wasn't great. Not because she's a woman, but because
she's Cassie. She shrieked from the back of her
throat, as well as she could, since my tongue was deep in her maw, as I also
fondled her. It took her a while to think of it, and even longer to get up
the nerve to do it; but, she finally shoved and I let her push me off her. Interestingly, she didn't wipe
her lips, or spit. Isn't that what most people do when something wrong
gets in their mouths? "Ren was so right about you, he
said you weren't my friend." "I always said I 'weren't'
your friend." "You want him for yourself. You're
in love with him." I am not being nice to her anymore. "I suck his fat cock, the way he
likes it sucked...unlike you, who doesn't know what to do with one. Then,
he fucks me, down my throat, in my cunt, and up my ass, until his cum shoots
out my nostrils." A visual exaggeration, but she
got the picture. "That's our 'love' making. We 'love'
what we do with each other and to each other, and Guy watches us, then Ren
watches me do Guy with whatever nasty little things Guy and I 'love' to do.
Same bed, at the same time and sometimes, many times, most times,
they are both on me or in me...at the same time. "There is no...'love'. And,
you, silly bitch, are the furthest thing from Ren's mind when I'm riding his
brother's impressive cock, and his own long, thick dick is shoved, like he
loves to shove it, to the hilt up my ass." She punched me. Well, at me, missed my face,
and hit my shoulder. It wasn't a Ren punch, or as powerful as any number of
other punches I've received from loving admirers on dates or on the line between
Crime and the Law; but, I wasn't feeling very Law-like, was sick of her not
getting the point, and just really--. I hit her. She went down in a gush of blood,
and I went down on her. Well, more precisely, I jumped her ass to beat the
shit out of her. Someone...someone(s) were screaming
my name, as if I were doing something outrageously wrong. Come on. An
annoying, rich, former private school bitch like her needs to get a good beatdown
at least once in her--. Che yanked me off her and flung
me aside, as Scully checked to see if Cassie were too damaged. I never noticed
how badly off she might've been since, when I landed, I saw, several yards
away--Guy standing and Ren stooped down nearby. [try mentally casting American
actors Russell Wong and Keanu Reeves, respectively] Both dark predators
watching the show. If Che had charged a roof admission, he'd've cleaned up. Guy tossed his fine, Irish linen
handkerchief to me. Oh, red on my wet, hard knuckles. Scully called on her cell phone
for an ambulance and asked Che to carry the bloodied princess away, then she
asked me to come with her. I heard her and turned to answer but...heard and
felt Guy move closer to me, a few paces behind. "No, Jilli." "Artemis...Arie, come with me."
She'd grabbed me. "No!" I shoved her away. Hard.
Which scared both of us. We'd never--. "This isn't like you." Take
note, she glanced at Guy with great hatred. "You're falling too far, and when
this woman presses charges--." Guy cleared his throat, he was
laughing but half attempting to hide it from Scully. "She won't press charges." "And, how may I ask, lieutenant,
sir, do you know that?" Jillian Scully can be real imperiously snotty
sometimes. I like that in her. "Cassie's pride won't let her,
and her mom won't either." He and Ren both snickered. I smiled a teensy bit.
Jilli was not pleased with any of it. "No, really, Detective Scully,
there will be no charges pressed, I can assure you of that. God or the Devil
only knows what got inside her and possessed her to come way down here in
the first place. But, it's really good to know you're on the ball. However,
we have private matters to discuss with Detective Belladonna, now. You're
dismissed." "Artemis?" I backed away and stopped when
I felt Guy behind me, his fingertips brushed slightly down the bare skin of
my back, then across my ass. An extremely sensitive part of me. That
was all. I couldn't leave. Jilli saw my face change and her voice changed
in urgency to match. "A-Arie?!" I wanted
to go to her, to please her.... "Detective Belladonna, come to
me, please?" I felt a flush of heat, as I managed
a glance at her, before turning to go to Ren, who was still kneeling a few
yards back. I think she said she never wanted to see me again, then left;
but, I'm not absolutely certain. Not with Guy and Ren both in my head. "Cassie's not too bright, is she?
And, I think, finally, she'll not want to ever see either of us anywhere
near her again. Gosh darn." Ren looked up at me and softly
stroked my crotch, which ached terribly to have him, as I felt it cramp and
wet its starving palate. "I told you before how you should
come to me." I got down on my knees. No hesitation,
no thought in the matter. Ren stood to his full height over me. "Now, tell us. Who owns you?" Since childhood, through job interviews,
whenever I've been asked to describe myself, to say what is most important
to me, as if I were dissolved like a chemistry project down to one element,
the strong answer has ALWAYS been one word-independent. My answer now
was very...weak. "No one--." "Stop being a child, Arte!" The vehemence in Ren's frustrated,
impatient voice should've, would've frightened anyone else; it made me remember
his delicious impatience and force whenever he wants me, when he's inside
me. (God, no wonder Jilli looked at me that way.) But, I didn't blush
with hot shame this time when I thought of her. There can be a lot of power
in...no shame and no pride. (Oh, yeah. Here's where I piss away my independence,
as well.) "I'm yours." He was reaching for
my face when Guy spoke...his tone a warning. "Ren?" Ren ran that same
hand over his hair, instead. "She said it, Guy." "She didn't say the proper words." "'Proper'? "It matter--." "You and your.... I really
want to fuck her, Guy! Now." "Like Tsianina?" After the mention of Ren's homicide
deceased wife, the rest was evidently a chastisement in Chinese mixed with
French. They only do both languages when something's extremely critical. (I
gotta get into Berlitz®, Living Language®, or
something.) Ren stepped aside, taking my power
over him away from me and giving it to Guy, who waited, still as death, while
his older brother paced, barely contained. "You...own...me." I knew it before
I said it that that wouldn't please the number one guy in my life. "Who owns you?" Guy knew I knew he had me. That
he was breaking me first. If for no other reason than he's far more patient
than I am. "René and Guy Fellowes own
me." He nodded slightly. Ren snatched
me to my feet to stare at me as though to kiss me, but instead, tore away
my bra's leather lacings....
[more previously]
End of Excerpt
A Hip Hop Undercover Detective is blissfully ensnared in her destructive "no love" lifestyle, until her sex partners, two rich cop brothers' control of her turns murderous; driving her, for refuge, to a wounded Federal protection guru.
Aegis, Excerpt 1. First meeting.
Aegis, Excerpt 2. Outside and on the roof, again.
Aegis, Excerpt 3. Can't get out.
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